“I am the voice speaking softly. I exist from the first. I dwell within the Silence, Within the immeasurable Silence. I descended from the midst of the Underworld And I shone down upon the darkness. It is I who poured forth the Water. I am the One hidden within Radiant Waters…I am the image of the Invisible Spirit. I am the Womb that gives shape to the All by giving birth to the Light that shines in splendor.”

— GNOSTIC TEXT, TRIMORPHIC PROTENOIA (NAG HAMMADI CODEX 13)

As we take this journey, it would be wise to open your heart and mind.  We will travel beyond time and space into Magik and Mystery.  “What is” may be very different than what we have been taught and believe.  We take this journey as an open-ended exploration of consciousness and the reality of existence.  We each have our own hidden path to walk, but each path contributes to our collective story.  All concepts are based on ongoing understandings of the “truth” of the moment.  I claim no authority, each is their own sovereign being with the authority to discern for themselves, I am only a humble fellow mystic, messenger and guide into the Unseen.

Come with me…

“We don’t need to search outside of ourselves to receive the answers we need in our lives; we need only make a pilgrimage deep inside our own bodies. Our bodies are temples; Source lives inside of us. Every cell is a stargate, a portal…”

— Womb Awakening: Initiatory Wisdom From The Creatrix Of All Life

“The Source Energy of the origin of the Universe is Wild…Whatever you conceive Source to be (Goddess, God, the One, the All, the Universe), to be disconnected from our own wildness disconnects us from Source…To make pure, to return to a virgin state, is to return to our own wildness.”

— Teachings From The Trees, Theresa C. Dintino

We will have to re-define/re-condition our definitions of wildness, purity and innocence.  The wildness we are discussing is not the mental image of doing whatever we want at the expense of others.  The purity we are speaking of is not the image simply interpreted as some virgin nun or monk meditating in a cave.  The true power of innocence is beyond thoughts of sweet children, yet untainted by the experiences of life in a toxic environment.  The wildness, purity and innocence we are speaking of, is more a state of PURE BEing.  This is difficult to convey, in many ways, due to the state of humanity at this time.  This is not a state of allowing the personal desires of the ego to run the show.  This is more of an un-earthing of our original Wild.  It is a process of peeling off all of the layers of ideas, concepts, and beliefs that we have accumulated to reveal the original BEing, our original spark of divinity.  There is a part of us that has never left this state of being, we only have to find it, and fan the embers until the light shines through and radiates through our WHOLE being.

We have been taught that this “looks” a certain way, but this is far from the truth.  It is more of a state of infinite possible expressions and possibilities.  It is a state of beauty beyond our current limited constructs of what is “spiritual”,  “godly” or divine.  In order to uncover the truth, we have to move beyond our own impossed definitions, beyond the mind and open our whole being to WHAT IS.  We accept the beauty of Life on Life’s terms, and in doing so let go of our own human definitions, moving beyond duality, to transformative illumination.  Just like a seed that is planted and needs time to germinate, we too must ROOT INTO OUR ESSENCE, our connection with our WHOLE body and the earth, so that we may build the power and strength to grow, and rise up through the soil into the Light of unconditional Love, Truth and Wisdom.

Ah, the difficulty of trying to write or speak of something that is beyond human consciousness, the logical mind and language.  It is similar to the concept of pulling a rabbit out of a hat.  “Something” spontaneously manifesting from “nothing”; like popping out of the void into existence.  It helps to contemplate the physics spooky action at a distance theory; it is not either/or, but both existing at once, or more, and the response to stimuli being simultaneous across time/space.  “IT” is everything and the interaction between everything.  It is one and it is many.  Nothing is outside of it.  Everything comes from it and at a pure level IS “it”.  We are all expressions of it.  It is beyond mind, beyond time.  It can take any form, it is emptiness, the sacred darkness upon which creation exists.  Many have been taught that Source, God, Goddess, is somewhere “out there”, but whatever you consider “IT,” it is not separate from us, IT is within and all around us.  IT…IS.

“The feminine dimension is an enchanted realm of paradox and miracles…In feminine shamanic traditions, teachings are often described as flowery and unclear, strange and cryptic, rich with ambiguity. The feminine is a riddling realm, as ancient bards knew. We so often want the clear shining light of masculine logic to explain everything, but the feminine leads us into mystery. She opens herself into doorways, questions, and possibilities, pointing to places the light can’t reach.”

— Womb Awakening: Initiatory Wisdom From The Creatrix Of All Life

As we truly REMEMBER this, everything will change.  We can be more flexible with our thinking through understanding that our beliefs are tools that we can utilize for growth on different parts of our journey.  There will be no need for organized “rigid” belief systems, because we will understand that IT IS LIFE; it is us, it is our experiences, it comes to us in whatever form is needed for our own unique journey, our entire existence is built upon our RELATIONSHIP WITH IT; a personal journey with just you and Spirit.  We come to realize that our journey is becoming a UNIQUE expression of IT.  We can naturally have respect for our individual expressions, while simultaneously comprehending that, while our paths may look different, at the end of the day, we are all on the same journey…we’re all making our way home to ourselves through the ever evolving, transformational state of becoming; yet we already are what we have been searching for, we just have to remember how to ‘see’ clearly.

“…magic is part of the unknowable, that which we cannot describe but which exists and makes our lives extraordinary…Magic is understanding where God is in your life…it is accepting that there is more to life than what you see…Magic is a cosciousness, a joyous attitude toward living.”

— Coming Full Circle, Lynn V. Andrews

We are moving beyond the logical mind realm.  This doesn’t mean that we completely ‘lose our minds,’ but we come to the understanding that it is a tool of our Spirit and refine our use of it. We have completed a round on the spiral and are moving out of the dark ages of separation and disenchantment.   If we try to view this from our ordinary perspective it appears that the world is random and chaotic, but from a higher perspective, from our higher heart and mind, it is all part of the cycle.  Now, we are beginning to awaken and re-connect to our inner being, to walk back into the center, our Source.  As we expand our awareness we begin to access more dimensions of ourselves and the world around us.  We are in the processes of synthesising our ego-body-heart-mind-soul-spirit, and re-integrating our WHOLE being.

Magik is simply a relationship with Spirit and the Forces of Creation.  As we re-connect with these forces, our multi-dimensional selves, and the elements we are composed of, we begin to merge our being back into wholeness.  Wholeness can also be thought of as singularity.  We begin to re-member the origin of our being and our inter-relatedness.  As we do this we have more infulence on the environment around us. This is not some special gift given only to specific individuals, but natural capabilities of a human being at different stages of development.  These different senses and abilities are simply tools we have to interact with different realms of reality.  As we awaken, we realize that dreams are more real than reality, we begin to experience Life as Magik.

“Truth changes over time.  The river of life continually moves–we continually move and change within this river.  Still, there is truth and there is falsehood.  Falsehood is acting according to external pressures, according to the conditions and judgements of others.  Truth is deep assessment that rises from internal spirit.  Truth is given by the Unseen Power.  Truth arises from the deep abyss within the self.  People fear the truth as it has the power to disrupt the social order.”

— Secrets of the Divine Feminine

“…everyone’s pilgrimage into the womb is different—we each infuse the same threads and pathways with our own essence and experience. As the feminine ways know, even truth is an infinite spiral. We receive only what we are ready for, and every new evolutionary wave shows us a different facet.”

— Womb Awakening: Initiatory WIsdom From The Creatrix Of All Life

At “higher levels” of awarness, we begin to experience existence as having a type of plasticity, a call and response function that allows for continous creating and re-creating in each moment.  Moving outside of space and time, we can see how actions in a present moment can have an impact of the past and the future.  It really is almost like looking at a film strip that can be edited from one point in a way that ripples out and effects the story of the entire strip.

As multi-dimensional, co-creators of the Kosmos, we have an impact on other planes of creation.  You can think of it like the infinity sign, there is no definitive distinction between creator and created; there is constant energy and information cycling between the two.  This dialogue provides fertile opportunity for both, like when a spontaneous accident takes a work of art in a different direction that is unexpected, thrilling and perfect in its own way.  This is spontaneous creation that emerges, or the “Magik” that happens when there is a resonance between the creator and the creation.  This is the JOY of CREATING.

Linear time is a two dimensional expression of time.  It is a limited “tool” utilized to confine consciousness.  But when we look to Nature, we find that time doesn’t move in a straight line, it moves in cycles and seasons; it spirals…there is a natural flow to it.  As we move beyond the logical mind, we experience time differently.  Living within a man-made construct of time feels limiting and unnaturally segmented; it pulls us out of our natural state of being.  Our bodies have their own natural rhytms, but we have stopped listening to them.  We were not meant to GO all of the time; this way of living puts us in an imbalanced state that causes many health issues.  Many people don’t need a bunch of “healing”, they need a more natural way of life.  It is natural for us to follow they cycles and the seasons of nature, to follow our own inner rhythm that puts us in in alignment with all of Life.

If we change our relationship to time, we shift our cosciousness out of “machine mode”, and we begin to experience Life As Art.  Astrology is an archetypal, geometric, intuitive understanding of the cycles of time and the larger forces that influence our world.  We can utilize Experiential Astrology, astrology based on accurate, astromical placements of celestial bodies that we can directly observe and learn to experience.  The cycles of the stars in the Kosmic Clock don’t just move in a circle, like a wheel spinning over and over again, it spirals with the elasticity to bend and stretch.  During this time of transition, we are moving beyond the mental construct of linear time.  When we learn to respect Time’s natural flow, time respects us.  We realize our relationship with all of life, our life synchronizes, and we know that we will always be “on time”.

(And, yes, time both exists and doesn’t exist, but that is a topic for another day.)

“What is freedom?  To be free is to not be under the control of some outside person or some arbitrary power.  To be free is to be able to act and think without compulsion or arbitrary restriction.  To be free is to be independent, unrestricted, to enjoy the power of one’s own potential, to experience one’s nature, to test one’s limits.  To be free is to journey deep within to seek one’s own conclusions.”

— Secrets of the Divine Feminine

Most of humanity has forgotten what it really means to be free.  The sad truth is that many have never really had the opportunity.  We are born into a world with patterns that have already been indoctrinated and conditioned into our parents for them to pass along to us.  We may “explore” our own thoughts and beliefs at some point in our life thinking we are really getting somehwere, but are really only considering the different options of thought that conditioned society accepts.  We try this path and that, this meditation, that healing course, but can’t figure out why we feel the same.  We may make a little progress with our external life and material comfort, but something still doesn’t feel right in our inner being.

To return to our original nature, is to free our spirit of limiting constructs and conditioned beliefs about ourselves and the nature of reality.  We open ourselves to re-discover our original, wild nature, and come to find it was there all along covered by layers of other’s ideas of what we “should” be and the toxic residue of living in an imblanced world.  Many of our concepts of humanity and the nature of reality, we have been conditioned to believe, are not the whole Truth, or what may appear to be.

The Key is remembering that we are sovereign spiritual beings; we are FREE SPIRITS.  The freedom we seek will not come from any external source or authority.  It will not be created from the current constructs of our collective consciousness, it needs to be reborn.  The freedom so many of us seek can be found through releasing all of the things that keep our true nature clouded and concealed; underneath we will find that this freedom is always within us.  ‘Heaven’ is not as far away as we think.   As we claim or own power and sovereignty in our inner being, and bring compassionate action into the world, our reality will reflect this inner freedom.

“Awakening is a path open to everyone—it does not need gurus, masters, formulaic rules, or great psychic powers. Your own inner wisdom holds all the keys you need. All it requires is that you root into your essence…your own inner feelings and soulful intuition—flowing through a deeply rooted listening connection with the wisdom of earth—are your most reliable spiritual guidance.”

— Womb Awakening: Initiatory WIsdom From The Creatrix Of All Life

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